Hi
@mitchellTo help ease us through the *****.
and to be honest a bit ***** as a paying member who has been financially supporting
totem during their tough times.
There need to be some sensitivity by corporate heads in a time like this when their paying customers are ***** because of a GLOBAL PANDEMIC that has severely restricted our ability to earn.
Totem is a Company and not a Mental Health Care Institution, and also as i was picking these few Sentences
out from you, i will share with you a very personal Information.
I'm ***** myself since my Childhood and it hasn't changed until today, unfortunately.
I become Depressive, incl. a personality Disorder ... Great
👌So and i was sitting now almost 45 Minutes in front of the following Decision to write this here,
but i think to Talk about it maybe Help and will attract the wrong people for sure :(
It is what it is.
In 2017 i thought about it to End my Life, i already prepared all for it to this Point.
But i'm still here, sitting in Front of my Computer and writing this to you
and share this very personal Information with you.
Regardless you believe it me or not, but it is the Truth, and guess what i still have to Deal with this Situation,
and it's not easy believe me that.
But i do not hold Totem responsible for this, in any kind of way.
And this Covid 19 Stuff will go away at some Point, it's only a Question of Time.
It is a Hard Time for all of us, but we have to go through this whether we like it or not.
and to be honest a bit ***** as a paying member
To be honest, i can't spend this Month not a single Cent in iStipper, because i just simply don't have
the Money for it, so it what it is.
But the October will go over, the November will come and i'm almost sure i can Buy
another Credit Batch in November. It are only 25 Days until then, so not a HUGE amount of Time.
And believe it me or not, if i had the Money (and even more from it) i would like to Spend
some of it to you, just ease your ***** but unfortunately it's not possible.
So you can decide for yourself, give further your ***** and ***** the Attention,
or doing something good and healthy for your Mental Health, it's your Decision.
Because i know and i'm sure that there are more Users here on iStripper with the problem of
***** and *****, it is not only us two.
But at the end, Totem is not responsible for your ***** and *****.
Keep this always in Mind, don't care about negative things or stupid/negative people.
Do something for yourself which makes you Happy and gives you a positive Feeling,
and the Show from Marica Chanelle won't run away from you.
Have a good Time so far
👍